In Memoriam: David Brian Turnmire

For all the saints who from their labors rest,

All who by faith before the world confessed,

Your name, O Jesus, be forever blest.

Alleluia, Alleluia!

The golden evening brightens in the west,

Soon, soon to faithful warriors comes their rest;

Sweet is the calm of paradise the blest.

                                                                           Alleluia, Alleluia!

Did I get your attention? Have you ever pondered the question of how loved ones, family members and friends will respond to your untimely death? Will there be abundant tears, a simple word of disbelief or some other outpouring of love and affection? Perhaps that is too much to ask after all. Human beings do not respond well in grief situations. Some may simply say: "Isn't that a shame, he was so young!" Or something like, "He will really be missed around here." "I don't know what I will do without him." We all know the saying though, "out of sight, out of mind." For many of us, after the memory passes, the card or flowers sent, the memorial donated to "our" favorite charity and maybe even an appearance at the mortuary or church, we go on with our lives after this brief interruption or our routine.

Another big question which I intend to remedy is the obituary. You know the written article that appears in newspapers, if you're lucky may be summarized on the local radio station and is often adapted for the funeral home brochure or church bulletin. In my experience, many obituaries are filled with over glorification and glossing over of faults and shortcomings. Why do we, human beings, find it so hard to tell the truth in many areas of lives? I decided to write my own obituary the way I would prefer it. So here goes:

David Brian Turnmire (1959-2010)

Former Lutheran Pastor and IT Professional

David Brian Turnmire, son of the late Roy William Turnmire and Elfrieda Louise nee Wessel, was born Monday, July 27, 1959 at Owatonna City Hospital in Owatonna, Minnesota. The youngest of eight children, David was raised on the family farm in rural Dodge Center, Minnesota. On Sunday, August 16, 1959, David was baptized into the Lutheran Christian faith through the waters of Holy Baptism at Peace Lutheran Church, Claremont, Minnesota with the Reverend Wilmer Schulz officiating. Edward and Sylvia nee Kuske Wessel served as his sponsors. David made a public affirmation of his Christian faith through the Rite of Confirmation at Peace Lutheran Church on Sunday, May 20, 1973. The Reverend Bert Schmidt officiated, at which time David received his lifetime Scripture verse:

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

(Joshua 1:9 NIV)

David attended public schools in Dodge Center and graduated with honors from Dodge Center High School on Sunday, May 29, 1977. After high school, David briefly attended Luther College in Decorah, Iowa before returning home to the family farm. There he engaged in the farming operation with his brother Glen for several years. On Saturday morning, June 20, 1981, David married Karen June nee Ziebell at Christ Lutheran Church, Byron, Minnesota. The Reverend Paul Birkeland officiated at the service. Following their marriage, the couple made their home in Kasson, Minnesota for a brief time. During their marriage, David and Karen were blessed with four children.

After a short tenure in the insurance industry, David returned to academics at Concordia College in St. Paul, Minnesota where he enrolled in the pre-seminary program of The Lutheran Church - Missouri Synod. He graduated summa cum laude from Concordia on Saturday, May 30, 1986 with a Bachelor of Liberal Arts degree, with a double minor in Biblical Languages and Christian Thought. Following graduation, the Turnmire family moved to St. Louis, Missouri where David attended Concordia Seminary. Accompanied by his family, David served a year of vicarage internship from 1988-1989 at St. Paul Lutheran Church, Niles, Michigan under the supervision of the Reverend Leo Kostizen and the elders of St. Paul. The following year, David graduated with a Master of Divinity degree on Friday, May 25, 1990. Earlier that day, he received his theological diploma and was certified for ordination into the pastoral ministry.

Upon completion of the seminary, David served as the assistant pastor of Trinity Lutheran Church, Gillette, Wyoming before receiving a call to pastor the dual parish of Zion Lutheran, Lewisville, Minnesota and Trinity Lutheran Church, Fieldon Township in rural Blue Earth County, Minnesota. David served those congregations from November 1, 1991 through late November 1997. Prior to leaving Lewisville, David received a call to serve as pastor of Holy Cross Lutheran Church in Lidgerwood, North Dakota. He served as the pastor of the congregation from November 1997 until Sunday, January 31, 1999, when David officially resigned from that congregation and the ministry of The Lutheran Church - Missouri Synod.

Remaining firm in his faith and believing that he remained called to ministry, David briefly ministered to a small group in a house-church setting. Later on, he was employed as a dairy milker on Qual Dairy Farm near Lisbon, North Dakota. Following that, David held positions with Bennigan's Restaurant, Petro, as a resident manager in Fargo, North Dakota. In February 2000, David relocated to Dallas, Texas, where he became employed by Excel Communications and later The Resource Center of Dallas. David and Karen were officially divorced on April 4, 2000.

The years spent in the Dallas area were times of great spiritual awakening and growth as David attended and participated at three different churches, including Ascension Lutheran Church, the Cathedral of Hope and Sanctuary of Love. In the summer of 2002, David made a decision to relocate to Minnesota to offer personal support to his three younger children. He arrived at the end of September and resided in south Minneapolis for several months.

On Monday, December 30, 2002, David met William J. Snyder III and the two became life partners a short time later. Shortly thereafter, David began his career at Regis Coporation on January 7, 2003, starting out as a Help Desk analyst with the IT Help Desk. David and Bill relocated to St. Louis Park and Minnetonka, Minnesota before moving to their currently owned home in Brooklyn Center, Minnesota in March 2007. David continued working at Regis Corporation, where he was later promoted to Help Desk Supervisor, Help Desk Manager, IT Business Analyst and IT Project Training Manager. He was laid off from his job at Regis due to the economic downturn on October 30, 2008. Since his Regis employment ended, David was unable to find permanent full time employment in the Twin Cities area.

David Brian Turnmire died at his home in Brooklyn Center, Minnesota on Wednesday, January 6, 2010. The cause of death is unknown at this time.

Preceded in death by his father, Roy, in 1980 and two unborn children in 1990 and 1991, David is survived by his life partner, Bill Snyder of Brooklyn Center; four children, daughter Amy Katherine Malheim (Jeremy) of Muncie, Indiana; son, Ryan David Turnmire, a student at Bethel University; son, Alan Mark Turnmire, also of Brooklyn Center; daughter, Erin Elisabeth Turnmire of Eagan, Minnesota; two stepsons, David Joseph Snyder of Brooklyn Park, Minnesota and Matthew John Snyder of Tyrone, Pennsylvania. David is also survived by his mother, Elfrieda Wessel Turnmire of Claremont, Minnesota; six sisters, Irene Dykes (James) of Fort Morgan, Colorado; Margaret Wilkins (Robert) of Eagan, Minnesota; Lorraine Nelson (John) of Lake Park, Iowa; Ruth Clark (Larry) of Wadena, Minnesota; Dorothy Crane (Barth) of Rochester, Minnesota and Alice Opatrny (Gregory) of Farmington, Minnesota; one brother, Glen Turnmire (Nickie) of Excello, Missouri; as well as many nieces and nephews.

David will also remembered by his former colleagues, business contacts, and numerous acquaintances and a few close friends.

To God Alone Be the Glory!

From earth's wide bounds, from ocean's farthest coast,

Through gates of pearl streams in the countless host,

Singing to Father, Son and Holy Ghost.

Alleluia, Alleluia!

The Measure of a Man

How do you and I measure a person's worth? By one's station in life? The kind of car one drives? One's address or the elaborateness of one's home? What kind of job one holds or what one has done in the past? The level of one's education? Are we tempted to focus on the number of conquests that someone has made in their personal life, in business or the number of spiritual gifts one claims? Can we be 100 percent certain that our perception is completely accurate if we only measure by outward appearances? Absolutely not!

In Matthew's Gospel, these words of Jesus are recorded: "Be careful not to do your 'acts of righteousness' before men, to be seen by them. So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogue and on the streets to be honored by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you give to the needy, do not left your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be done in secret. Then, your [heavenly] Father, who see what is done in secret, will reward you." (Matthew 6:1-4 NIV)

We human beings hunger for recognition from our friends and our families. It is true that I have enjoyed being in the spotlight or holding positions of leadership. What is also very true is that being in the spotlight or holding a position of leadership does not define who I am or put me in a better stead with God than anyone else. In the same chapter of the Gospel according to St. Matthew, Jesus is further quoted as saying: "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." (Matthew 6:19-21 NIV)

Throughout my lifetime, church parishioners, family and friends have related their spiritual gifts, contributions to the church, or "Christian" viewpoints on politics and world affairs. Quite often, there are a number of questions burning within me that I want to pour forth in response to them. For example, one I have used in sermons more than a few times. "What have you done to reach out to the unchurched family living across from the church?" Given our current economic stresses, how about this question: "Have you invited your neighbors who have lost their jobs to dinner? Did you ask if there was anything you could do to help them?" Does anyone think about how they might assist a family or an individual who might be losing their home due to foreclosure? Is there anything more that we can do besides say "Isn't it a shame" and go on our way to our comfortable home and close out the world?

Praying for our country, for world peace and for family members and strangers is great. There is no mistaking the power of prayer. As people of faith we need to back up our faith and our prayers with actions. Otherwise, our prayer becomes simply a show. Again, in Matthew chapter 6, Jesus teaches his disciples: "And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to stand in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then, your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you. And when you pray, do not keep on babbling like pagans, for they think they will be heard because of their many words. Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask Him." (Matthew 6:5-8 NIV)

Another year is upon us. It is hard to believe that after midnight it will be 2010 and the calendar has already changed in more than half the world. Once again, each of us will face challenges and opportunities. One of the greatest challenges we will ever face is to remember that a person's worth is not determined by their earthly possessions or outward deeds. Our greatest accomplishments will likely not be published in a newspaper or broadcast on television. Those things which we do to put our faith in action may may only be reocgnized by our God. Whatever we do, may it be done to the glory of God!

-DB Turnmire

Happy 7th Anniversary!

"...There is a friend who sticks closer than a brother."

(Proverbs 18:24b NIV)

Seven (7) years ago today, on December 30, 2002, Bill and I met for the first time at a Perkins' Restaurant in Edina, Minnesota. I will always remember walking in to that restaurant and recognizing him sitting on a bench in their waiting area. He was very shy and was wearing a baseball cap, as if it would somehow offer a measure of protection. A lot has happened in the past seven years which has prompted me to make a decision to start blogging again. Furthermore, I have a lot to say about our relationship and other relationships which many readers will consider sinful and outside the norm.

First, let me say that since that first day we met, Bill and I have been almost inseparable, which itself is amazing in the realm of fostering a healthy relationship. Some would say that "too much of a good thing" would only cause troubles later on. However, we chose to count the day we met as our anniversary. Therefore, today marks our seventh (7th) anniversary of our relationship. I found it interesting that specific divorce statistics are not easily obtainable on the Internet. In fact, some states do not even record the number of divorces among marriages of men and women. One common statistic seems to be that 60 to 70 percent of all second marriages will end in divorce. Bill and I were both married to women for 23 and 18 years respectively, so in a sense one could count our relationship as a second marriage.

What is truly amazing is that our love and friendship has been able to survive more trials and challenges than many marriages of male and female will ever face in a lifetime. From almost the beginning, we both faced and eventually survived (five months later) a life changing disease that is in some cases deadly. That was followed by several series of outside challenges to our relationship from family, so-called "friends" and people in leadership positions within corporate America. Add further medical complications, life-threatening disease and major surgery, several moves and buying a house, losing our jobs, facing disability and still dealing with family related drama, we have survived!

Like the writer of Proverbs says, "there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother." It is my hope that family and friends will read this blog. Therefore, I have a few things to get off my chest, so to speak. Both of our marriages ended ten (10) years ago. There will be no more apologies, explanations, or pretending. Our children have grown into adults and must take responsibility for their own lives, actions and decisions. If family and friends refuse to acknowledge our relationship, that is their decision and their loss.

I am confident that God brought Bill into my life for a reason. It is very possible I would not have survived all of the family drama and challenges without his support. There are many other reasons and events that have confirmed my belief. God, in His infinite wisdom, knew that each of needed a friend who would "stick closer than a brother."

Before he became king of Israel, the boy David became best friends with the son of King Saul, Jonathan. The two of them had a relationship that went beyond just plain friendship. In fact Jonathan helped to save David's life when his father, Saul, had decided that he wanted David killed. "And Jonathan had David reaffirm his oath out of love for him, because he loved him as he loved himself." (1 Samuel 20:17 NIV) Sometime later, when it was confirmed by Jonathan that Saul did indeed want David killed, he went out into the field where David was hiding to meet with him. After Jonathan's travelling companion was sent back to town, "David got up from the south side of the stone and bowed down before Jonathan with his face to the ground. Then they kissed each other and wept together - but David wept the most." (1 Samuel 20:41b NIV) Perhaps David knew that this would be the last time he would see Jonathan alive. In any event, he was terribly distraught knowing that these extremely close friends had to separate. David's and Jonathan's bonds with each other are an example of two young men who had deep love and affection for one another.

Happy Anniversary, Bill! May all our friends and family members find the same kind of love and support in their own relationships.

- DB Turnmire